Finals

I hate, hate, hate studying for finals. It's that time of the year when you realize, i should've actually taken better notes or actually done all the reading. The time where you are like, holy crap, we read about this? What is this even about? Yes, that time.

To compound this horrible feeling, it's most often exacerbated by the fact that there are multiple finals happening all around the same time. So, in addition to studying, it's this mass frenzy to meet these deadlines, write those final papers, and not to mix up the days of the final. It's doomsday!

And, if you are like me...you wait until last minute. Using all your prior free time to decorate the tree, go on a date, or to hang with old friends. Yes, all horrible uses of time when you look back on them while you are spazzing. Also, if you are like me, the state around you reflects how you feel. As such, my bedroom is messy, my papers everywhere, my books everywhere, and my brain imploding.

But, alas, hope is in sight. After studying for three hours in the library, coming to relax on the computer and rant, i will have conquered my first final. Medical Ethics. Probably the hardest one next to environmental ethics. *which has a 10pg paper due tomorrow at 5pm,,,,which i haven't started. hahahha *eye twitch* not to mention i have another final tomorrow morning. *double eye twitch* But that hope, that thing that i aspire to is around the corner! :D Saturday! The day i can spend with friends and family, where i am going to get my hair done so my roots *kinda* are inches long and showing, and also, i'm going to finish christmas shopping and get a christmas dress. :) So, i guess in the end the tests are important and determine a lot for me, but they won't make or break me. My B's are solid, and the A's semi-solid. So i know i won't fail. but still. :P

I guess that's it for now. I'm going to go buy a drink at the bookstore before class...~ bah~