It's the end of the 2009, merry Christmas to all, and happy new year! I write on this in good spirits because I am hopeful of what the next year will bring. The end of this year has been the best in my life. I have good friends, I make decent money and because of that I have been able to get most everyone I care about gifts. I am in considerably better shape, and maybe just a tad less lazy and a tad more, for lack of a better word, moral. In the next year, I will complete my journey. Probably before summer.
I still have much to conquer though until I'm done. Mostly the lack of strength, since that is what stems the laziness and overweightedness. But, I do feel like I am conquering my fears. Sometimes I will talk to random people I don't know, just to prove to myself that I can, and that its not so bad. I have not been eating fantastically well though. Ah well, it's the holiday season and I will enjoy myself!
As far as laziness goes, I'm still not so good. This quarter I got the worst grades I have so far in college (well, altogether). A C, C+ and one B. Not great. Pulled my GPA down. How do I conquer this, so I can get better grades this quarter? What about me is making me think "I have time to fool around, work later"? Am I just not thinking?
I keep thinking that there will be some way for me to get organized, some program for my computer, some calendar I can buy. This will help, but it will not fix the underlying issue. But... will it help the underlying issue? That's something to think about. I guess I should try anything that could help.
There is always hope! Anyone can succeed in long term goals, as I will soon be proof of.
Merry Christmas to all!
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