While this is mostly a test to see if I can post to two blogs at once, it is also a symbol of the change I am going through, and I feel the need to revamp myself and this blog! So from now on (probably), my blog posts will both appear at redblacktree.tumblr.com and lucifersbrothel.blogger.com . That way people can look at the tumblr site to see just my posts. The tumblr one might have a bit more to it as well, so you may wish to check that.
But yes. "New beginnings," so to speak, and as cliche as that expression is. I feel like I've been in the process of a great change in my life, and things are just now coming into fruition. I have a nice job, fantastic friends, grades could be better but I have manage to lose a lot of weight. I am still not as emotionally stable as I'd like, but I am certainly getting better. For now, I have to focus on two things: finally finishing losing this weight (got about 15 pounds to go) and becoming a fantastic programmer, as that is what I want to do with the rest of my life. But both of these things require that I work hard and conquer laziness. Kinda funny how it all leads to that.
How do I work on that? At one point I felt like I was making progress because I would think about how much better my life would be if I just wasn't lazy and did the things I needed to do; school, work, gym, exercise. That worked but, like many of the conclusions I come to, they dwindle. How do I make it stick? Do I tie a string around my finger to remind myself, or do I get a contact lens with the words "Your life will be a million times better if you do what needs to be done, now!" on it so I am constantly staring at it? All great ideas, really. Maybe I'll change the background of my phone to something along those lines.
I will succeed.
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